Worried...nervous....anxious.....ugh

Yes, I'm having a mixture of feelings, one which can relates and blend in to another. For those who know me in person, knows why I'm feeling this way. For those that don't, which I doubt there are any who will read this blog, I'm going for interview tomorrow.

Gosh, I can't remember when was the last formal interview I went. It could easily be like 2 years back. I get this 'butterfly in the stomach' feeling the night before the interview and I wonder why. Not that I'm facing some death sentence or dooms day, I just can't feel the inner peace in me.

We (my partner and I) took a ride to the interview place, knowing how bad I am with reading maps and knowing my way around PJ area. When we reached there, I have this sudden shocked at how grand the building look like. First thing that strike my mind was - damn, these ppl must be arrogant, stuck-up ppl who thinks that they are 10 times better than you. I felt intimidated, honestly. Not that my current company is small and less grand, just the appearance of the building itself gave me that kind of unsettling vibes.

Sigh......maybe years of settling down in a known environment gave u that kind of resistance to changes....I donno ....perhaps

Silly me ya.....

Another note that made me feel nervous is knowing the fact that 4 ppl will be interviewing me - 2 locals and 2 Aussie. Yes.....major freaky moments

I hope tomorrow my lucky star will shine on me and gave me the courage to show these guys that I am not to be underestimated. Before that, let me get a good rest and be prepared with a fresh looking face tomorrow. LOL

Ok good night ppl....wish me luck....