Just a click away....

Today is one of those days when I feel gloomy again. I feel so drained out the moment I read the email from my manager.She is one of those detailed with high expectation kinda boss - very difficult to achieve her expectation.

I worked on a slide deck last night till 10 pm... yes from morning 9 am to 10 pm, trying to put a complete region + country analysis for a survey that I have conducted in September. Frankly, I feel kinda glad that I have take off one task off my plate and I can move on to the other. But, this morning I saw a long email from her @ 11.00 pm, stating a long list of comments on what's missing and how I can further improve the deck.

WTH....!!

I went thru the slide deck with her this morning, guess what.....only 40% of my whole day's effort is good to go. That means I need to work on the other 60% by Wednesday. I do see the point where she is coming from but I feel that certain things we don't have to spoon-feed the other team. Just picture this, the report she wants to have must have the same capabilities like Google map, from a earth view down to the specific location of an individual house. That is is the level of drill-down she is hoping to see.

Oh well, like I was telling my 'sister' this morning, the solution to my misery is just a click of a button away. I told him that I have even typed out the resignation letter in my mailbox. All I need to do is to click on the button "Send". However, question to myself, what's next? The thought to that question is the show-stopper to my "smurf" land, coz I know right after I click 'Send', more worries will come and it won't be as easy as ranting it out to solve it. For now, ranting does ease down a bit of the pain..... to all my 'sisters' out there, I'm sorry but you have to bear with me for a couple of months till I get another alternative...

Like what they say, that is what sisters are for right? ........ *hugz*