Anxiety strike before the Monday sun rise....

It has been a while since I feel very anxious on the Sunday night. Tons of worries for unresolved issues, timeline to meet and challenges that i'm not able to overcome, will haunt my mind whenever I try to sleep.

The last time when I had this issue was 2 years back when I was put under a manager who changes her direction according to her mood. One day she is fine, the other day she will question you on your actions which you have reviewed with her.

Now, I'm back in this situation where I know what I need to deliver but the problem is, I donno how to achieve it. None of my team mate is able to help me, neither can my manager. Everyday I'm just running around in circle like a headless chicken, knocking on any possible door that I can find to look for answers.

Oh well maybe like what my partner AK said - I'm taking my work too personal. I just feel responsible on whatever that is assign to me and it's my job to start and complete it. Maybe I'm setting too high expectation on myself that is beyond what I can cope. Or maybe I'm just not planning out the right strategy. I donno and I seriously need guidance....

Well, it's about 12.05 am now and I'm still writing this post. Just hoping that after I have publish this, I will have a good night sleep through-out the whole night,

Wish me a good smooth sailing week ahead... ^^