Princess Diaries.....

Princess Diaries - This used to be my favourite show a couple of years back and it's still is. Although it has a sequel to the first one but Princess Diaries 1 is still the best one ever....

The reason why I liked it so much is because I could relate my situation in that show. Not the princess part of coz but the part where she was invisible, having issues with low self esteem, fear of public speech, running away from situation she don't wanna face and etc; I used to be like that. In fact I still do at times but it's not working like how it used to anymore. Sad.....Guess at this juncture. running away does not solve my problems anymore. Problems that comes to me are problems that won't go away until I fix it and move on.

I really miss those times when I'm in my late teens and throughout my early twenties. All I have to worry about is me, myself and I. Life is so much easier. I have so much time to waste, so much time to slowly discover and decide what I wanna do, what I wanna be and how I wanna do it.

Now, I feel like a year passes like a month, a day just flew by like an hour. At times I don't even have time to catch a breathe and think. I'm always trying to catch up with time. I feel like I'm stuck in this situation whereby there are so many things I wanna do but so little time left. I feel the urge to do it now but I just don't have the time. Bahhh.....

Ironic kan?

Oh well, guess this is life when you step into this thing call 'adulthood'. Like they say, no point dwelling on the past, do something now to make a difference tomorrow.......