I guess most of you would agree with me that time flies faster than you can ever imagine. I do realize that my last post was somewhere end of last year but I couldn't imagine that it was 5 months ago.
W-O-W
I remembered a couple of weeks back, one of my "sister" asked me, why didn't I start blogging again. That triggered me to ask myself - what was the one thing that pushed me to start up a blog. One of the reason why I started writting is because I was complaining a lot about my job and I'm tired of taking about the same old thing to the same people again and again. I started to keep it all to myself and it made me more miserable. That is when Mariah (one of my close gay friend) suggested to me, why not I pen down my thoughts instead of keeping all the negative thoughts in me.
So, I started my first post back in Jul-12. After I registered an account, I was so excited that I can finally spill everything out. I was so eager to type out all the complains and surprisingly, after 30 mins of typing, what I had was a single paragraph with 3 sentences.
I was stunned and shocked !
Putting your thoughts in words are not as easy as speaking your mind out. It needs you to think, organize and group your thoughts in a manner that it deliver the message that you intend to convey. That is when, I start to feel bad for putting my friends thru a 30 mins to 1 hour of unorganised, unclear and confusing conversation.
After reading thru a couple of blogs today (I have not read any in the last couple of months), suddenly it inspired me to write again. It made me realise the importance of "why we need to do the thinking process".
Yes, I bet you may have guess, it took me more than 30 mins to gather my thought in this post. For some of you who knows me well, I'm sure you can tell how "disoriented" my thoughts are by reading thru what I'm trying to say....
Sigh.... Oh well, that shows that I'm just human.
I will do better..... I hope... :D
